There was no way in hell I could do this alone. The paperwork - just the first 10 pages - has worn me out so much that I could break down. My attorney is hard to get in touch with (as most are - my dad's a lawyer, I know the process) but at least he is in my corner, telling me what to write and what appointments to attend and how to do what I'm doing. I'm not sure I'd know if I had to do this alone. But I couldn't do it by myself anymore. It took a long time to admit that I needed help, but now - I definitely need help. I'm just glad people are willing to give it and accept my thank yous (and a lot of good karma) right now, since I don't have much to give back in return but my love and respect.