deza, at the risk of sounding like a damaged record, I think you have endured better than most could, given your circumstances. For my money, if you don't get like this every now and again then something is wrong for sure.
I know I don't know you, and reading about your life isn't anywhere near the same as living it. But I think you're fine--the crazies get us all sooner or later. You are certainly under no obligation to those of us who do not walk in your shoes to be 'normal' again.
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Date: 2010-09-24 02:38 am (UTC)I know I don't know you, and reading about your life isn't anywhere near the same as living it. But I think you're fine--the crazies get us all sooner or later. You are certainly under no obligation to those of us who do not walk in your shoes to be 'normal' again.
Just my two cents.